Impossible Tasks and Heavy Burdens

The first anniversary of George's death was a busy time.  If you read one of my earliest posts, you will recall that a scholarship fund had been set up to benefit a male and female graduating senior who would be continuing their education.  So there was much to do.  I prepared scholarship applications to get into the hands of the school administrators for distribution to students, designed letterhead and certificates. And then of course it was necessary to read through all the applications and help determine who should receive the scholarships.  And then actually participate in the awards ceremony.

I wasn't prepared for the emotions that would come with with doing these tasks.  I remember sitting at the computer while designing the letterhead and being struck with the harsh reality of it all.  There was just such a finality about it. It almost felt like I was signing his death certificate.  I was having another one of those "bolt and run" moments in my mind.

I remember speaking at the awards banquet and looking out over these kids who had loved "Coach" so much.  Only by the grace of God, was I able to stand before them and offer what I prayed were words of encouragement and hope for their future endeavors and remind them how much "Coach" loved them.  

I am continually amazed at the strength that God gives us for tasks that just seem impossible, or burdens that just seem to great to carry.  Even though I will not in this lifetime understand all of His ways, I can say, that He has never failed me yet.  He is constantly surrounding me with his love.  "Yes, he alone is my Rock, my rescuer, defense and fortress.  Why then should I be tense with fear when troubles come?  My protection and success come from God alone."  Psalm 61:2;7 (TLB).

If I could offer you a word of encouragement today, it would be, "O my people, trust him all the time.  Pour out your longings before him, for he can help!" Psalm 61:8 (TLB).  We had a nasty storm last night, but today, the sun broke through.  Maybe you are going through a nasty storm right now, keep on going, because the sun will break through for you too.  There is

Sunshine After the Storm

Blessings

Betsy